Bugso ng damdamin beach moments. 

Have you ever feel so guilty that you wanted to just hurt yourself? I did. I mean I still feel guilty right now. I feel so guilty that I can’t even explain myself. Because explaining it feels like justifying for inexcusable horrible thing that I’ve done. I wasn’t thinking. I was so insensitive. I shouldn’t have just butt in and laughed about it before (I know, I deserve a bitch slap). I didn’t put myself on his shoes. I’ve ruined his chances. I’ve betrayed him. That wasn’t my story to tell, that was his. Now what? L

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I did something really wrong and there’s no excuse for it. Maybe I should die. T.T

Season 4 theory: Who's the benefactor? ›


  • The Mexican hunters and the Argents are behind all of the killings and assassins going on in beacon hills but Kate isn’t apart of it because she’s now a were jaguar not a hunter anymore breaking the hunters code.
  • There’s a dead pool list where Lydia figured out the code for. The list includes…

Gerard. I think he has something to do with this. Waaaah.

Deputy Parrish: Supernatural ›


  • Deputy Parrish is a Siren. I know you guys are thinking what? No way he can’t be but he possibly is. When he found Meredith he said she was by the coast? Sirens are more likely to live by the sea or water which he obviously lives by.
  • Sirens can technically be a male or female but more likely…

I think so too. I do have that feeling that maybe he’s a supernatural.


This is getting out of hand. It’s not that I’m being selfish or anything, let’s just say okay I am being selfish, but it’s called boundaries. You need to set up your own too. It’s like you get all the fun and I get to pay for it. It’s unfair. But I can’t say no. I don’t know why, I just fucking can’t.

I know you can read between the lines. You’re a smart dude.

Thechristinediary: real diaries.

Diary. n. a book in which you write down your personal experiences and thoughts each day.

I don’t write every day. I just write whenever i feel like it. Sometimes it could be a month interval, it doesn’t matter to me. Carrie calls her diary, “a sophisticated journal”. I wouldn’t call mine that. It’s not sophisticated enough to be called sophisticated. Maybe dainty. I don’t know.

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thechristinediary: Movie and book quotable quotes (and a photo)


"It’s okay to want things, as long as you aren’t pissed off if you don’t get them" - before sunset(2004)

"You can’t really replace anyone because anyone is made of such beautiful specific details" -Before Sunset (2004)

"People think they are the only one going through tough times" - before Sunset (2004)

"I don’t wanna live with him because i’m afraid, if i move in with him i become a person who’s nothing of herself left. And that scares me. 
"Because before long you dissolve into the relationship. First you give up your place, then you start giving up your taste. Hmm Compromising? On furniture, clothes, where you eat, the one day you’re just an appendage to someone else. No thoughts and no life of your own. I feel like without space that is just mine, I’ll disappear" -Larissa, The Carrie Diaries, tv series (2014)

"i’m crazy about Sebastian in a way that feels overwhelming and amazing and disturbing and probably unhealthy. And that first, being with Sebastian was like being in the middle of the best dream I’d ever had—but now it mostly feels exhausting. I’m up to one minute and down the next, questioning what i say and do. Even questioning my sanity" -Carrie, The Carrie diaries, book

One must lie under certain circumstances at all time when one can’t do anything about them” -To kill a mocking bird (1960)

"Cry about simple hell people give other people—without even thinking. Cry about the hell white people give colored folks, without even stopping to that they’re people too" -To kill a mocking bird (1960)

Crochet diary x thechristinediary


I don’t know why I suck at time management. That’s the reason why i’m such a failure. Haha