Season 4 theory: Who's the benefactor? ›


  • The Mexican hunters and the Argents are behind all of the killings and assassins going on in beacon hills but Kate isn’t apart of it because she’s now a were jaguar not a hunter anymore breaking the hunters code.
  • There’s a dead pool list where Lydia figured out the code for. The list includes…

Gerard. I think he has something to do with this. Waaaah.

Deputy Parrish: Supernatural ›


  • Deputy Parrish is a Siren. I know you guys are thinking what? No way he can’t be but he possibly is. When he found Meredith he said she was by the coast? Sirens are more likely to live by the sea or water which he obviously lives by.
  • Sirens can technically be a male or female but more likely…

I think so too. I do have that feeling that maybe he’s a supernatural.


This is getting out of hand. It’s not that I’m being selfish or anything, let’s just say okay I am being selfish, but it’s called boundaries. You need to set up your own too. It’s like you get all the fun and I get to pay for it. It’s unfair. But I can’t say no. I don’t know why, I just fucking can’t.

I know you can read between the lines. You’re a smart dude.

Thechristinediary: real diaries.

Diary. n. a book in which you write down your personal experiences and thoughts each day.

I don’t write every day. I just write whenever i feel like it. Sometimes it could be a month interval, it doesn’t matter to me. Carrie calls her diary, “a sophisticated journal”. I wouldn’t call mine that. It’s not sophisticated enough to be called sophisticated. Maybe dainty. I don’t know.

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thechristinediary: Movie and book quotable quotes (and a photo)


"It’s okay to want things, as long as you aren’t pissed off if you don’t get them" - before sunset(2004)

"You can’t really replace anyone because anyone is made of such beautiful specific details" -Before Sunset (2004)

"People think they are the only one going through tough times" - before Sunset (2004)

"I don’t wanna live with him because i’m afraid, if i move in with him i become a person who’s nothing of herself left. And that scares me. 
"Because before long you dissolve into the relationship. First you give up your place, then you start giving up your taste. Hmm Compromising? On furniture, clothes, where you eat, the one day you’re just an appendage to someone else. No thoughts and no life of your own. I feel like without space that is just mine, I’ll disappear" -Larissa, The Carrie Diaries, tv series (2014)

"i’m crazy about Sebastian in a way that feels overwhelming and amazing and disturbing and probably unhealthy. And that first, being with Sebastian was like being in the middle of the best dream I’d ever had—but now it mostly feels exhausting. I’m up to one minute and down the next, questioning what i say and do. Even questioning my sanity" -Carrie, The Carrie diaries, book

One must lie under certain circumstances at all time when one can’t do anything about them” -To kill a mocking bird (1960)

"Cry about simple hell people give other people—without even thinking. Cry about the hell white people give colored folks, without even stopping to that they’re people too" -To kill a mocking bird (1960)

Crochet diary x thechristinediary


I don’t know why I suck at time management. That’s the reason why i’m such a failure. Haha

Crochet diary: i frogged this more 3 times


This one is a challenge. Someone ordered this about a couple months ago, she sent me a picture of the design which was luckily, was one of my works too. She asked if I could do it in fuchsia and black. I said yes of course. Well, in I place I live in it’s too hard to find good quality yarns some of them I order online but since I’m not ordering in bulk the shipping is a little costly for me.

So, there I was looking for the right color of yarn but they just too thin, almost thread-like but will do. As I was making this bag, I frogged it maybe three times or more because the pattern I used for the previous bag was no fit for this kind of yarn (the fuchsia) because it was just thin. And one more thing the store which I’m buying from is not selling awesome acrylic yarns, it’s sad. I tried a lot of pattern in exchange, but it just didn’t work until I decided to make it the same pattern with the one she sent me. What was I thinking? Haha. But I didn’t do exactly the same I changed the HDC’s with SC’s and DC’s with HDC. And voila! Produit fini!

Thechristinediary: 070414

And so I thought I was on the top of the game. I thought I was the one owning it. I thought I owned my power but now it seems like I’m losing it all. I’m losing the game. I’m losing myself.  

How it started, I was vulnerable and he was too. We started playing this game two years ago, a lot happened after. We stopped, and we played again. We’ve been playing too much and we just didn’t care. I mean I thought I didn’t care, but eventually I did. I don’t know.  

There’s a lot of question. What if I’m the only one who wants this all this time? What he’s been telling someone? Is he sending me signals? Is this still a game? Am I still playing around or I’ve been taking all of these seriously?

But why should I care really? My friends told me, “If you want to play around, play around. Be consistent. There is no room for emotions. It’s supposed to be a game. You’re not supposed to take it seriously”. Well, they didn’t really tell me exactly that but if you sum up what they’ve been telling me, well, that’s it.

Until one day, there’s a moment of epiphany. It was all fucking clear now, crystal, actually.

I thought he’s been sending me signals. Or I thought he was. It doesn’t even matter. I mean he’s sending me different signals but this one now, I truly get it.  This means that I should stop playing. We’re not getting anywhere. What was I thinking there could be something?

All these time I’ve been setting standards. I mean I’ve been making him my only standard. That’s why I’m not getting elsewhere, stuck even.

I’m awake but my eyes are not open. I should say no. I will say no.

Finn and jake psp case.
7 x 3 inches